01.14.12
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I know I have not posted all week and I have good reason. First, it was my vacation week off work. We did not go anywhere.just stayed home and had some plans to explore the state a little bit. That did not happen. Instead I spent the week going to my daughters school, meeting with social services (my daughter called them on me), running to the circuit court house, taking my ex-to court for violation of a court order over custody, went in front of a judge yesterday who told my daughter that just because she does not “like” rules she cannot pick and choose who she will live with. Before we even walked out of the court house I had to run her down. We got into a grabbing match outside and she ran away again.. Back to the police station and they opened a missing person report.all of this before her 15th birthday. I feel like I am losing my mind as well as all control over her.
I’m not even sure how this all happened. For Christmas we gave her a $250.00 visa gift card so she could buy items online or at the store with me. She swiped the card and I have not really seen her since. It’s been a stressful week and all I can really do not is wait to hear from the police. I am getting information about programs out there to help troubled teens but if you have any ideas I would love to hear it.
Anyways, with all this crap going on my eating has been about the same.crap! The saying that you need to focus on your health because there will always be difficult times in your life could not be a more true statement. Since August it has been one thing after another. I feel like crap and can’t seem to get a handle on things. My vacation is over.no more excuses. I need to get to the gym to clear my head of all the crap that is going on anyways. I am doing everything that I can to regain control of the situation but there are steps and processes that I need to go through.
So, that is a quick update on where I have been and what I have been doing..or not doing.
Wow! you are going through tough stuff. I can’t imagine how hard and stressful things are right now. You’re doing your best and that is what counts. Keep going.
I feel terrible for you.
Even with all the ups & downs in life always – Stay Positive! Love Kris10.